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assalamualaikum.

Hari ni kan Ahad. So, no school. Jadi today, my family ada sesi ambik gambar , untuk my cik (aunty) . This session is for her graduation day. Like seriously , cantik giler gown kawen kat studio bridal tu . cantik! bila aku masuk je tempat tu kan, mata aku stop dekat satu gown ni. warna kuning , dan ada campur sikit2 warna biru terang. aku cakap kat mak aku, " mak, cantik gown ni, nak pakaiiii nanti rupa macam princess" (aku cakap dalam bahasa sarawak) . and mak aku cakap, "haa nak pakai boleh tapi tutup jugak bhg yg terdedah tu. guna baju yg ada cap sekali tu" (dalam bahasa sarawak jugak) I was like "haa?" .. pastu aku cakap kat dia. "Mak, nanti bukan macam princess kalau pakai camtu. nanti rupa macam witch!" hahahah.

Ok, pastu, bila photographer dah sampai, we masuk la dalam studio gambar tu. pastu ada satu tempat ni, banyak coat , accessories and wigs. Bapak aku ambik coat warna hitam and try guna. gila kauuu. macam. emm.. macam.. emmm... macam presiden. HAHAHA. just kidding. Pastu ada la satu kot ni, warna putih, bapak aku pakai la kan pastu rupa dia macam orang yang nak pergi kawen. aishh. haha.

Ok the next part, ada satu tempat ni, background versi vintage. so, cantik la. dahla warna putih semua. and ada basikal lama warna putih, aku sempat bergambar kat situ. 

So. kan our family ni ramai kan, so, studio tadi tak muat la. jadi we go to my anjang's house. and kami bergambar kat situ. cina photographer tu funny jugak la haha. oh and ada part tu, dia cakap, boleh guna kasut tak? pastu anjang aku cakap, boleh, boleh,. hari ini je korang dibenarkan guna kasut dlm rumah anjang, hari lain takleh! hahahahahhahah.

ada satu time ni. aku menyendiri kat ruang tamu rumah anjang aku tu. aku baca novel, pastu bapak aku kata, jangan menyendiri. and I was annoyed with that.

Ok. lain cerita. jadi dekat facebook hari ni kan. aku terjumpa satu pic ni ada orang dari smk Agama yang upload. #tbh hati aku selalu berdebar tengok orang alim (i mean, yang muda2 tu. bukan yang dah kawen hahahaha) .. yang guna songkok n lengkap berbaju melayu semua tu.. semua pelajar tahfiz. semua lelaki muda yang berjubah, haha indah nya,.!! aku tak pernah rasa yang diaorang pelik. tapi aku hairan sebab certain orang akan rasa yang orang-orang macam ni pelik. tp... bagi aku.. orang camtu .. calon suami yang baik hahaha *melts*

Wei aku adaa la pilih sorang ni,,,..... crush aku,... harap la.... aduh. hmmm

Ok. assalamualaikum <3

Apa ko mok

Assalamulaikum.

(21.03 - 27.03)

Weh minggu tok aku rasa lain gilak. Macam banyak drama and benda best and tak best yang happen. Kenapa? Satu, sebab aku gi Sabah ( keluar sarawak sekejap nak hirup udara sabah kejap, ok? )

Dua, kakak aku konvo 23.03.

Tiga, hahahahahhahahaha confessing time. whoooo cant tell, cause it is private :* but surely, this week was really a confessing week. Semua nya aku nak jujur jak ngan orang :* 

Ohhhhhh and ada gambar dalam phone aku aku aku aku.. orang pakistan hensem hahahahhahahahha ..

I love that pakistannn :') jangan hilang, k, ktk wahai ktk!

K BYE

Dont blame.

Assalamualaikum.

Good morning to the precious readers. In conjunction of an incident that happened today, I would like to share something in this update. So, hope you get something from here.

Today, a plane lost in a flight from KLIA to Beijing. That plane lost it coverage to the airlines. It was said the plane last coordinate was at Vietnam. Maybe it landed somewhere in Vietnam? We don't know. Only Allah knows all. Allah planned all perfectly. He planned this since we are in our mom's womb. I hope they are all save , ya Allah. It worries all of us. ya Allah, save them ya Allah. In Shaa Allah they all gonna be all right. I hate they way the media interviewed the family if the lost victims. They need space too. But like seriously, the media are sometimes messing around with people. I hope they'll be better next time. InshaaAllah. And another thing, I hate the way the internet spread they fake news about it. It gives people PRESSURE , don't you see? Ok so the blaming part. So. people keep BLAMING the pilot, the MAS airlines , or even the RACE and RELIGION. Check it by yourself, how can they even blame people if this all was written by God? We can only Redha . STOP BLAMING! IT HURTS ME AND OTHERS TOO.

This evening, my friend called me. I was acting normally. So, we started this conversation. but later, he suddenly ended this conversation by a cold bye. And it hurts me straight in the heart. I think it was MY FAULT because I annoyed him? Maybe? I dont know. But why was he sulking like a girl? Even I am not his kind. I don't sulk like that. Umm. I hope he doesn't be angry with me tomorrow. Oh no. I made a mistake or something? I don't know what to say!

And this one, I BLAME . I BLAME CELCOM! celcom hates me :'( I cant even send a text to people! if sent pun, it will take an hour or more! dammit.

Assalamualaikum.

I am sorry if this update is nonsense :\

Another call?

Assalamualaikum!

guess what.

orang nok call aku marek ya call aku gik ritok..

ngegeh bah nya .

sik guna.

mok bulak aku gik.

aku tauk ya kau la, budak!

HAHAHAHA .

but he made me laugh like srsly, dammit 

tdk nya pdh

"org nok ya... org nok ya kimslm.. nya pdh SAG."

hahaha ngageh.

psya aku tetak.. 

aku pdh, "eeee spa kau tok"

"tekak la"

psya ku tekak la EHEMMM 

psya nya tetak psya nya pdh, ASSALAMUALAIKUM.

psya terus nya letak..

aku sik smpt gk mnhwb lol hahaha.

(waalaikumsalam , budak )

ok fine.

cali bah sora nya geram ku .. hahaa

sik pa.

lmk2 klk msti suara nya jd kdk2 abg andy hahahaha

ok tulah aku 

oi sik pa.

sora nya tek gik aku terbuai2 dengar.

hahaha enjoy ku mok tetak nengar kau ckp 

xpa...

heee ada juak empuan tepikat ngn kau ,budak.

TAPI BUKAN AKU EWW HAHAHAHAHA.

Nya geng aku jk la. 

iboh riso , sik ku suka nya.

assalamualaikum

CALL?

Assalamualaikum! :)

The past three days, aku dapat terima 3 nombo misteri yang call aku.

Marek aku ada jawab.

tp bunyi empuan tetak2.

Jadi aku ingat daknya tok main2 la.

jadi aritok tek aku sempat jawab.

tapi suara lelaki.

kedak suara someone.....

Jadi aku tnyk nya sapa..

pasya nya main2..

"tekak la"

nya padah.

Pasya aku padah bye, terus letak tepon.

pasya nya call balit.

aku padah,

"apa? sapa kau apa ko mok?"

HAHAHA ok that sounds rude.

Pasya nya pdh, tekak la.

pasya aku padah, " k , bye."

dikira mcm ugutan suroh nya ckp bena hahaah..

Pasya nya pdh, 

" Aiee. tekak la. kmk kwn org nok salu ktk msj ya bah .. "

OK AKU RASA AKU TAUK SAPA.

Sik guna..

NYA YA GENG AKU YA.
GENG LEPAK SAMA <3

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH

Pasya aku tnyk2 gik..

"sapa"

Pasya aku pdh Bye.

Psya terus letak tepon..

HE DESERVES THAT SEBAB NYA YA KACO AKU BUAT AKU RISO!

HHAHAHHAHA baiklah, tuan putera ;)

Assalamualaikum...

enjoy every moments

Assalamualaikum :)

SELAMAT PAGI.

SECOND OF MARCH. ;)

Sobba alkhair?

ENJOY EVERY MOMENTS.

there once a song told us, "I call it moment, You called it life"..  something like this la because I am not so sure. I am not an updated person with new songs and stuffs. So there. Did you pay attention to anything that is happen around you?

Did you realise your pet is growing happily?

Did you realise that you and your family are getting old?

Did you realise a new pimple or any suspicious things on your face?

Did you realise the leaves on the trees are wilting or growing healthy?

Did you realise the stars and moon at nights?

because they dont appear much these days..

SO,.THERE. did you realise anything? AND I DID REALISE SOMETHING. I realised that I am wasting my tine ti study. huh haha..

Take time to relax and enjoy moments in our life.

Balance the leisure in your life 

Enjoy the good and bad moments.

Well, take time to remeber you sweetest moments ,maybe? ;)

maybe it was a marriage proposal? 

maybe it was a graduation day?

maybe it was the first date with your dates?

TAKE TIME.

One of my favourite moments was on 2014's new year.

On that night, my sister ask her to accompany her to McD because she wanted to meet her friends. Yes, I know it was late. But yeah,.. i dont know about them. so..

As I arrived at McDonald's, Tfq called me. he never called me before. So I was kinda nervous.. I stand out of the car and follow my sister's back. While she was hugging her friends outside the McD, there was me, ..answering the phone call. no one speaks.. But the I heard he played this song called Jadian by the Junas Monkey.

IN ALL SUDDEN, FIREWORKS ARE STARTING TO BLAST.

It was like the sweetest moments ever. I feel special. hee hee. The fireworks was just blasting ... and I stare while I listen to his song.

"Bintang tolong katakan.... bintang tolong bisikkan....."

and he texted me before he called me :

"ish jaik juak tempat ktk ya xda bintang dengan bulan"

and I said..

"Sikpa.. kenyang juak kmk nangga mercun pake ganti bintang dengan bulan"

AND THAT IS WHY I OVER EXCITED WHEN THE FIREWORKS ARE BLASTING IN THE AIR WHILE HE CALLED ME.

It feels like I am day dreaming right now........

Ok how's yours???

March!

Assalamualaikum :)

HELLO MARCH!

What is better than realising that Pbmr is just around the corner ? :)

(dies)

Yesterday (28/02/14) was the last episode of Menjinak Ombak.

Omg! super awesome!

(it was more awesome when SOMEONE watched that show with me)

;) I force that someone to watch with me!!!!

And I guess it was fun watching the same channel from far lol.

(not from the same house)

Asyraf died in the end because that terrible Fatah killed him.

He thinks this world is about killing people?!

uhhhh ..

but nevermind...

They got their happy ending.

How about me?

Well.. yesterday..

Taufiq said he received a chocolate bar on his desk that morning.

And received a note:

"Hey? Hey? Hey? Good luck for your exam! Love you"

It broke my heart for like 10 minutes.

Lol actually I just realize that I got a soft side too lol.

So then, I asked,

"so.. how's the chocolate? do you keep it?"

and then he said:

"no I ate it with my friends. Rezeki jggn ditolak"

Cool huh?

Well...

I hope that girl is happy enough seeing Taufiq eat her gift.......

And it is hard since they are so so so far away apart from me.

Hahaha nevermind.

If Taufiq accept that girl,..

then, oh well.

I will ask him to delete my number,,,...

</3

But Fakhrul and Taufiq's cousin say he is not the one who layan girls..

Well I can trust them all I guess..

Well YESTERDAY ( 280214),

Is the day where I make myself sad and unhappy.

Maybe it is a tanda that tells me to be BETTER in MARCH.

;) ;) ;)

The world around me is a big hint!

Assalamualaikum. I would like to continue my work as a 'housewife' .. hahaha

Jumaat?

Assalamualaikum wbt.

I will write a short update.

Kalau ada apa2 mistake, tolong tegur jugak :)

Sekadar nak share.....

Hari Jumaat?

Hari Jumaat ialah Penghulu Segala Hari.

Gelaran bahasa Arab nya pula,

" Saiyidul Ayyam ".

Antara peristiwa pada hari Jumaat?

Allah telah mencipta Nabi Adam A.S.

Nabi Adam juga telah diturunkan dari syurga menuju ke bumi pada hari Jumaat.

Nabi Adam juga telah wafat pada hari Jumaat.

Dan seperti mana yang kita ketahui, Qiyamat akan berlaku pada hari Jumaat.

:)

Pada hari Jumaat juga kita digalakkan untuk membaca surah Al-Kahfi .

Antara kelebihan membaca surah Al-Kahfi pada hari Jumaat ialah , kita dapat mengelakkan daripada fitnah Dajjal.

Dinyatakan juga oleh Rasulullah S.A.W. dalam hadisnya , yang bermaksud:

" Sesiapa yang hafal sepuluh ayat daripada ayat awal surah Al-Kahfi ,ia akan terpelihara dari godaan dajjal , dan dalam riwayat lain,siapa yang hafal sepuluh ayat yang terakhir daripadanya,..."

(Hadis Sahih Muslim)

Pada hari Jumaat, segala umat muslimin menjalankan perintah Allah iaitu solat Jumaat.

Allah SWT berfirman:

يَا أَيُّهَا الَّذِينَ آمَنُوا إِذَا نُودِيَ لِلصَّلَاةِ مِن يَوْمِ الْجُمُعَةِ فَاسْعَوْا إِلَىٰ ذِكْرِ‌ اللَّـهِ وَذَرُ‌وا الْبَيْعَ ۚ ذَٰلِكُمْ خَيْرٌ‌ لَّكُمْ إِن كُنتُمْ تَعْلَمُونَ ﴿٩

“Wahai orang-orang yang beriman! Apabila diseru untuk menunaikan solat pada hari Jumaat, maka bersegeralah kamu kepada mengingat Allah dan tinggalkanlah jual beli; Yang demikian itu lebih baik bagimu Jika kamu mengetahui (hakikat yang sebenarnya).” (Surah Al-Jumaah 62: Ayat 9)

Ok surah ini baru shja kami belajar haritu.

Haaa ada kaitan dengan hari Jumaat .

Surah Al-Jumaah

hari Jumaat juga umat Islam digalakkan bersedekah .

Dalam satu hadis yang saya baca tadi....

Ibnu Qayyim berkata:

"sedekah pada hari itu lebih utama dengan sedekah pada enam hari lainnya seumpama sedekah di bulan Ramadhan dibanding kan dengan sedekah di bulan-bulan lainnya"

Subhanallah :)

Ucap kan Alhamdulillah...

Sampai di sini sahaja la saya nak share ngan korang pasal hari Jumaat..

kan dah cakap tadi, update pendek je..

 sekian.

Assalamualaikum Wbt.

Past is past.

Assalamualaikum wbt.

It's been a long time since I updated something in this blog.

Well..

I was kinda busy with my school , pbs's and stuff.

Well,

You know..

You had been a student before, right?

Then, yes.

You know my feelings.

But you dont know what it feels like to be the first batch for Pbs!

(PAUSE! If you are one of the Pbs victim, then yes, you may cry with me, kuyat )

Hahahaha ok I am so mean.

Kuyat = monkey

Ok don't be so harsh heeshhh !

heeheeheee.

So,

Based on the title,

"past is past"

Do you remember Terry?

Terry WAS my crush in 2013.

I don't know why I crushed on him.

It's unbelievable !

He was not that special.

I made a wrong decision.

Ok, It may sounded serious but seriously,

I hate him, (no I don't)

I want to forget him, (well , BUT HE OFTEN APPEAR ON MY FACEBOOK TL)

I want to discard all of my memories on him.

Want to see one?

here......

YES .

I stole his pen like he stole A DUST of my heart!

(ok sorry for the jiwang-ness)

Yeah.....

Today, I shall throw this in the dustbin!

DESTROY ALL!

Ok just chilling around, bro.

Don't be so serious, dude.

So this pen, is one of his stuff that I always carry in my pencil case.

I don't know why I keep it...

But its destiny shall finally come!!!!!!!!

(in the dustbin)

(trash!)

So, there it is.

PAST IS PAST.

It will never come back.

Well..

The memories will stay in our mind..

but well..

atleast I tried to forget him..

by throwing this away...

right?

OK, so today, I got exam.

It was for Malay and Sivik.

I hate the part in Malay exam where it tells us to write an essay to a pen pal friend from semenanjung Malaysia about the special things of my school.

So.. I don't know much what to tell about my school.

So, I think I put my lowest hope on the essay.

The full mark for the essay is 30 marks.

well I think I will only get below 15....

seriously...

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Alhamdulillah it's Friday :)

stalked.

HEY, Assalamualaikum.

i hope you enjoyed your day today.

dont forget to say Alhamdulillah everytime after receiving rezeki.

***

nawww. the title explains the contents.

WHAT HURTS YOURSELF THAN STALKING THE ONE YOU ADORE/ADORED?

well certain time actually.

this time its about 'him'.

No I didnt talk much about him these days because  i just chose him to be my brother. not my crush. He was the one who usually makes me malu but seeing him could make me laugh.. The best of all is the time when he starts to talk to me. Yeah. that was an awesome moment but quite hurt isnt it?

Well the day he start to join to be in my school, I was forcely just to accept. yes just accept,k although the memory hurt me.

WELL TRAITOR GOT IN BETWEEN US.

hahaha I wont mention. it is just a 'childhood' moment.

ok well after a few months in my school, he joins the asrama and date here tate there. lol. idc.

but what matters was today, I dont know why I got a heartbreaking feeling when I stalk his askfm. well his askfm link appeared on my TL!! :b

heartbreaker....

OK BYE I WROTE THIS IN A HURRY. SO BYE. I WANT TO WATCH KU CINTA KAU SEORANG ;) TV3

to reveal some part of the Truth

HELLO.

we are awesome and we know it.

well.. today i did a lot of daydreaming.

and one of them.. hmm.. is something like fantasy that will never happen

so on a day of my future,

i wish i could marry a 20-29 years old person (currently 20-29 on 2013)

but in that time (future)

im marrying the past them,

(the past 10 years of them)

 (instead of the old them)

so that they are the person that isnt so old than me by that time.

but on this time, 2014,

I am so younger than them.

hahaha. day dreaming... so stupid.

well if you dont understand, then I do. ^^

I bet i'll be so happy of I actually can do it.

mcfly (more to picture than informations. haha)

Assalamualaikum.

Hello, it's Friday and I hope everything is going well there.

'MCFLY'

their face after shooting for the new MV Love Is On The Radio.

#LIOTR !!

Isn't is cute that he is holding a PINK Uke? :)))

Ooohh. Long time ago. Their Faces. <3

This picture is from their song ' Love Is Easy'.

I LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH.

My Pandas <3

Oh, btw, this year (2013) is their 10th anniversary!!!

Forever, Mcfly.

My Ninjas!!! <3

Whoots. Another old picture!

I damn love this picture . I love them.

That face. But ... Dougie with his beard.. :((((

Mcfly is a pop rock band that was formed on 2003.
\\\\\\

The band consists of

TOM FLETCHER

This is Tom Fletcher!

His full name is Thomas Michael Fletcher.

He is the Lead Vocalist , he play guitar and piano for Mcfly.

So there he is,

He was born in Harrow, London on 17th July 1985.

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Ok lol I dont have more things to tell.

Scroll down :)))

On 18th April 2011, He was engaged to Giovanna Falcone .

oh and It was so sweet because Giovanna was his longtime girlfirend. 

Tom proposed her at Sylvia Young Theater School where they were first met at the age 13! :3

Tom married Giovanna on 12th May 2012.

see the awesome wedding speech here! :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=27WufdasQYs

DANNY JONES

Hey people!

this is the hot Daniel Alan David Jones.

or.. DANNY JONES!

He was born in Bolton, Greater Manchester, England

on 12th March 1986.

whooots. a year younger than Tom. :'D

Danny is a keen producer/DJ and footballer, as is McFly

Wow ok. footballer? haha :3

So, this Danny is dated a Miss England 2007.

This Miss England is  Georgia Horsley!

Now, he is engaged to her. Congratulation! 

(old picture of his face, Oh my , Im melting)

DOUGIE POYNTER

So, there is my cute childish Dougie Poynter or 

Dougie Lee Poynter!

(uuuuu got Lee)

This baby was born on 30th November 1987 in Corringham, Essex, England.

(awwwwww.. shit, kacak juak nya) :(((((( x

He can sing. ok lol.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=973eVyHzs_0

this one.

But I can say that, Poynter just cant Whistle!

Gila bapak. Hot laluuuuuu.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MLcVwedv9Mc

baby, you are just so cute. HAHAHHAHAHA suara nya soft , aku suka.

HARRY JUDD

So, last one!

This is harry judd!

Harry Mark Christopher Judd.. <3

Harry was born on 23rd December 1985 in Clemsford , Essex, England.

Weee. Finally, He and Dougie were both from Essex. yayyyy

He is Charming <3

UUUUUUUU He married Izzy!

(idk her full name)

yeah. Harry, you are charming when you are a shy one.

So, He is the Drummer for Mcfly.

He dont talk much .. idk why.

I guess he is a shy person ok <3

As I was Saying, JUDD CAN DANCE! <3

IDK what is special about them but I just love them.

I love Tom.

https://twitter.com/tommcfly

I love Danny.

https://twitter.com/Dannymcfly

I love Dougie.

https://twitter.com/dougiemcfly

I love Harry.

https://twitter.com/mcflyharry

I LOVE MCFLY!

curang...

Hey there, nice people.

Its been for a while I left you, Blogger.

I am so sorry.

i was busy lately.

Yea.

No, I didnt curang.

Yes I curang with TWITTER.

i am sorry

_THE END_

Follow Khyraa Natasya on twitter.

:D

I am out!

Lonely.. :(

Assalamualaikum.

Well, this week, Im stuck with that song called Bad Day by Daniel Powter.

That song is nice.

cute :3

idk why should I say its cute....

But idc.

haha.

so,.

I think this week is kinda lonely.

I miss everyone.

I miss my siblings' hug.

I miss my grandma's hug.

I really miss my family kisses (although I get kiss sometimes)

idk.

I just cant fill the emptiness in me.

hmm.

I really feel lonely.

Although I called my siblings,

that are in their University right now,

...

I still cant fill that emptiness.

I need them HERE.

I miss them.

And I really miss some person that a part of my life.

idk,.

although they are here sometimes,

I just dont feel right.

...

sometimes I just feel like crying.

But I wont. 

I just really dont need.

IDK WHATS MY PROBLEM.

I CANT EVEN EXPLAIN MY FEELINGS.

I HATE IT WHEN I CANT EXPLAIN!

I MISS YOU!

I MISS ALL OF YOU!

IDK WHO AM I ACTUALLY MISSING.

WHO ARE YOU, MISSING PART.

I LOVE YOU.

PLEASE DONT GO FAR.

MY HEART MUST BE FILLED.

i really miss my siblings...

:'(

IM FUQING SAD.!

IM BURSING MY TEARS OUT OF MY EYES NOW.

WELL FUCK.

bad dream.

Astarghfirullahal'azim..

sepatutnya aku cuci kaki marek.

and clear my mind.

.....

.....

malu rasa aku nak jumpa nya gik...

T.T

Ya Allah.

setan kaco..

:(

sampe batas pun ilang.

nakpa benda ya?

:'(

k am.

shit.

k bye

untitled

ASSALAMUALAIKUM WBT.

HAIIII!!

I was just got home from school.

Today I stayed at school with my crazy bfftjs!

Study group baaa!

best baaa. 

i luv them coz they are all really helpful and craziehhh.

and I totally like it when they can make me laugh although I dont feel like to.

Today I learn Math and science with them.

MATH, CHAPTER 10: CIRCLE.

SCIENCE. Idk. haha.

well circle got many formula.

ada hari aku salin lam blog tok haha!

So , it went well. 

and ada part, aida kata pokok tumbuh kat tempat 'cair'.

lol, Da,. lol.

HAHAHA. cacat BI nya.

well smua orang ada keistimewaan kedirik.

well, aida dah terer Math.

so, yeah. maybe the bad part is, aida sik suka subjek english. haha

terry ada tadik but do i care?

NO I DONT CARE!

Lalek nya la nak blaja ngan empuan smua ya. haha.

oh, and aku sik kesah pasal Taufiq ya.

aritok nya ada send satu text kosong, dah sejam lebih aku sik reply.

coz aku xtauk what actually nya mok padah lam text ya. 

so, yeah.

bia nya,. malad ku reply.

maybe mlm kelak nya text gik.

but IDONTCARE,..

dah la nya cuti!!

eeshh kolej tok neda cuti aihhh sakit mahwa kuuu

k byeee

Kuching?

HEY PEOPLE!

SO, my i want to write about as what as my title said.

Dont get offended. It is about several people only.

Not really you. :)

Hey! Recently, I got a new friend from Kuching.

But he is from Kota Samarahan.

but study in kuching.

whatever.

so yeah, he is kinda friendly.

BUT FUQING ANNOYING SOMETIMES!

They way he type his text messages is like , lembut you know?

i mean, not on the keyboard surface.

i mean, on the way he actually talk.

heyeah,. my mom said thar kuching people will talk withtheir own intonation.

I mean, beza kan dengan bahasa orang dari bintulu or Miri o..

you will see the difference!

B)

I like Kuching the way of that town attracted me ..

like, I am king of the MALAYSIA,

living in sarawak. idk.

i got a feeling that sarawak.is a royal place.

lol idk what am I talking about.

pardon me :3

Base on my observation,

kuching people is kinda special than other cities in sarawak.

idk why but they really into.something.

if you are in sarawak, 

listen to the CATS.FM radio station.

or.. what ever that involve sarawak. haha. k bye

regreting. to know you

I feel regret to know him.

I mean like, aku dah kedak rosak kan iman nya ok.

bunyi kedak serius tp I mean,.

batas pergaulan nya kedak hilang.

Well maybe nya memang camya..

coz nya penah gerek dolok..

but I dont care.

So, today nya tengada mintak aku call nya.

well, jenis aku tok, aku nang sik akan call lelaki.

kecuali pasal benda penting.

well maybe first time aku kenak call lelaki is oleh classmate aku.

yang mok berbincang pasal homework.

ya pun aku rsa kdk ya Allah,.

this is my first time.

is this a sin..?

but he called me with a reason. a good reason.

to bincang about homework.

but what about si TFQ??!

IDK. maybe nya mok call just to say hi?

idk. aku biasa bermesej jak ngan nya.

and now aku rsa kdk dosa jak sebab plh kau hilang batas prgaulan.

but.. idk... dosa ka if kita calling laki empuan.??

tok calling.suka2..

hmmm....

lebih baik aku ignore kau.

sbb aku rsa aku kdk jaik jak..

aku dahla banyak berik alasan kat kau.

aku mok berkawan jak k.

sebab aku tauk kau kdk bait jak.

aku suka time aku first kenal kau,

kau berik ceramah.

kdg2 ko ajar bnda baru k.

well time 13/8 tme malam ya,.

aku bencik bena ngan kau.. hishh..

and second day,

aku rsa kdk mok bomb ko balit.

and aku berjaya bom.

hari seterusnya,. and minggu seterusnya,.

kadang2 aku bencik bena ngan kau.

hish kau sekoh. haha.

tp i just like to text you. idc.

shut the fq up.

berkawan.

yeps.

if you ignore me, I ignore you back.

i may say this is the ego in me. :(

my terrible EGO.

oh my..

kenak aku ego gilak camtok.

ok. dh gik.

kinek aku rasa kau tedah gilak dah..

sebab aku jaik -_-

patut ka sik aku tegor ko balit.

aku rasa yes.

kot..

ok. sikpa.

i think we.can still be friends.

maybe aku salah paham.

aok.

sik boleh berburuk sangka ngan orang.

netauk nya nang dah biasa gya bah.

emmm...

bah k la. bye..

i should kawan him back.. kot...

idk. tell.me. :(

I want to be.

HEY!

lamak juak blogger tok sik di duli.

Well, a lot of stuffs going on.

But I am excited for only a thing.

RUMPELSTILTSKIN DRAMA.

WEEEE! I am really excited . But I dont know why.

Maybe because I WANT TO BE a part of the drama.

I mean,

I dont really care about my position.

I dont care if I dont be picked as an actress.

But, I just really want to join the drama. And now Im joining it. I be in the Props.

I Dont Care! I love it.!

and the props thing is my stuff.

i like to be with papers, creativity and colours. lol.

but I really depends on my friends . hehe

Oh, and people says,

"gemini dont always think twice , but they will ask someone else"

hehe. its relates me :3

sometimes, I WANT TO BE a worker.

I wonder what its like to wake up at six, have a perfect breakfast and go to work at seven?

And then we have moneys!

I want to build a perfect house and live with my friends HAHAHA because on that time,

I am single. I will not live with my husband yet :b

I love my BFFTJ!

And then we will go shopping together,

Ya Allah... :')

I suddenly think that I WANT TO BE a fashion designer.

but its kinda a little bit tough.

because I must jaga aurat for that costume.

I mean, I want to bukak a costume shop,. An old fashion one.

I want to sell dresses and gowns.

i want to jual baju perang.

I want to jual superhero's costume.

hmmmhh

omg. Idk. I love it. I'll hope.....

THURSDAY #3

May be this ruined my thursday 12/09/13.

I stayed at school because I was a cameraman for my friends project. 

So,. I went to the canteen with my bijes.

They bought their food.

But there is me, still queue.

And I ended up eating sardine roll.

I wanted to buy rice.

But there was no more.

So this is another part.

We planned to eat at 2Y.

and there,.

i found Faiz (mrKOALA) sitting at a  place depan meja guru.

and his friend duduk dekat kerusi guru.

so Nida sit like, 1 chair away from Faiz.

and I sit next to nida that is 2 chairs away from faiz.

and my other bijes sit infront of me and beside me.

and then,.

they start to tease me.

with faiz.

"ktk duduk la ctok"

"aiee , facing ctok!"

"*****!!"

"hai faiz"

yes. I fuqing hate them.

and I HAVE MY OWN FEELING YOU BIJES.

I WAS EMBARRASED YOU BIJES.

and I went out of the class and

walk alone to my class.

full of boys. gees.

so,. two bfftj followed me .

and cheer me up.

it doesnt work.

so shut the fuq up while i need some alone time.

I HATE THOSE BIJES.

:'(

I CRIED.

just because I malu kay.

hmmm...

I Hate everything.

BECAUSE GHEY MADE IT FUQING OBVIOUS!

HUH.. :'(

I cant face my day with him .... anymore. fuq everything.