stalked.

HEY, Assalamualaikum.

i hope you enjoyed your day today.

dont forget to say Alhamdulillah everytime after receiving rezeki.

***

nawww. the title explains the contents.

WHAT HURTS YOURSELF THAN STALKING THE ONE YOU ADORE/ADORED?

well certain time actually.

this time its about 'him'.

No I didnt talk much about him these days because  i just chose him to be my brother. not my crush. He was the one who usually makes me malu but seeing him could make me laugh.. The best of all is the time when he starts to talk to me. Yeah. that was an awesome moment but quite hurt isnt it?

Well the day he start to join to be in my school, I was forcely just to accept. yes just accept,k although the memory hurt me.

WELL TRAITOR GOT IN BETWEEN US.

hahaha I wont mention. it is just a 'childhood' moment.

ok well after a few months in my school, he joins the asrama and date here tate there. lol. idc.

but what matters was today, I dont know why I got a heartbreaking feeling when I stalk his askfm. well his askfm link appeared on my TL!! :b

heartbreaker....

OK BYE I WROTE THIS IN A HURRY. SO BYE. I WANT TO WATCH KU CINTA KAU SEORANG ;) TV3

to reveal some part of the Truth

HELLO.

we are awesome and we know it.

well.. today i did a lot of daydreaming.

and one of them.. hmm.. is something like fantasy that will never happen

so on a day of my future,

i wish i could marry a 20-29 years old person (currently 20-29 on 2013)

but in that time (future)

im marrying the past them,

(the past 10 years of them)

 (instead of the old them)

so that they are the person that isnt so old than me by that time.

but on this time, 2014,

I am so younger than them.

hahaha. day dreaming... so stupid.

well if you dont understand, then I do. ^^

I bet i'll be so happy of I actually can do it.

mcfly (more to picture than informations. haha)

Assalamualaikum.

Hello, it's Friday and I hope everything is going well there.

'MCFLY'

their face after shooting for the new MV Love Is On The Radio.

#LIOTR !!

Isn't is cute that he is holding a PINK Uke? :)))

Ooohh. Long time ago. Their Faces. <3

This picture is from their song ' Love Is Easy'.

I LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH.

My Pandas <3

Oh, btw, this year (2013) is their 10th anniversary!!!

Forever, Mcfly.

My Ninjas!!! <3

Whoots. Another old picture!

I damn love this picture . I love them.

That face. But ... Dougie with his beard.. :((((

Mcfly is a pop rock band that was formed on 2003.
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The band consists of

TOM FLETCHER

This is Tom Fletcher!

His full name is Thomas Michael Fletcher.

He is the Lead Vocalist , he play guitar and piano for Mcfly.

So there he is,

He was born in Harrow, London on 17th July 1985.

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Ok lol I dont have more things to tell.

Scroll down :)))

On 18th April 2011, He was engaged to Giovanna Falcone .

oh and It was so sweet because Giovanna was his longtime girlfirend. 

Tom proposed her at Sylvia Young Theater School where they were first met at the age 13! :3

Tom married Giovanna on 12th May 2012.

see the awesome wedding speech here! :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=27WufdasQYs

DANNY JONES

Hey people!

this is the hot Daniel Alan David Jones.

or.. DANNY JONES!

He was born in Bolton, Greater Manchester, England

on 12th March 1986.

whooots. a year younger than Tom. :'D

Danny is a keen producer/DJ and footballer, as is McFly

Wow ok. footballer? haha :3

So, this Danny is dated a Miss England 2007.

This Miss England is  Georgia Horsley!

Now, he is engaged to her. Congratulation! 

(old picture of his face, Oh my , Im melting)

DOUGIE POYNTER

So, there is my cute childish Dougie Poynter or 

Dougie Lee Poynter!

(uuuuu got Lee)

This baby was born on 30th November 1987 in Corringham, Essex, England.

(awwwwww.. shit, kacak juak nya) :(((((( x

He can sing. ok lol.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=973eVyHzs_0

this one.

But I can say that, Poynter just cant Whistle!

Gila bapak. Hot laluuuuuu.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MLcVwedv9Mc

baby, you are just so cute. HAHAHHAHAHA suara nya soft , aku suka.

HARRY JUDD

So, last one!

This is harry judd!

Harry Mark Christopher Judd.. <3

Harry was born on 23rd December 1985 in Clemsford , Essex, England.

Weee. Finally, He and Dougie were both from Essex. yayyyy

He is Charming <3

UUUUUUUU He married Izzy!

(idk her full name)

yeah. Harry, you are charming when you are a shy one.

So, He is the Drummer for Mcfly.

He dont talk much .. idk why.

I guess he is a shy person ok <3

As I was Saying, JUDD CAN DANCE! <3

IDK what is special about them but I just love them.

I love Tom.

https://twitter.com/tommcfly

I love Danny.

https://twitter.com/Dannymcfly

I love Dougie.

https://twitter.com/dougiemcfly

I love Harry.

https://twitter.com/mcflyharry

I LOVE MCFLY!

curang...

Hey there, nice people.

Its been for a while I left you, Blogger.

I am so sorry.

i was busy lately.

Yea.

No, I didnt curang.

Yes I curang with TWITTER.

i am sorry

_THE END_

Follow Khyraa Natasya on twitter.

:D

I am out!

Lonely.. :(

Assalamualaikum.

Well, this week, Im stuck with that song called Bad Day by Daniel Powter.

That song is nice.

cute :3

idk why should I say its cute....

But idc.

haha.

so,.

I think this week is kinda lonely.

I miss everyone.

I miss my siblings' hug.

I miss my grandma's hug.

I really miss my family kisses (although I get kiss sometimes)

idk.

I just cant fill the emptiness in me.

hmm.

I really feel lonely.

Although I called my siblings,

that are in their University right now,

...

I still cant fill that emptiness.

I need them HERE.

I miss them.

And I really miss some person that a part of my life.

idk,.

although they are here sometimes,

I just dont feel right.

...

sometimes I just feel like crying.

But I wont. 

I just really dont need.

IDK WHATS MY PROBLEM.

I CANT EVEN EXPLAIN MY FEELINGS.

I HATE IT WHEN I CANT EXPLAIN!

I MISS YOU!

I MISS ALL OF YOU!

IDK WHO AM I ACTUALLY MISSING.

WHO ARE YOU, MISSING PART.

I LOVE YOU.

PLEASE DONT GO FAR.

MY HEART MUST BE FILLED.

i really miss my siblings...

:'(

IM FUQING SAD.!

IM BURSING MY TEARS OUT OF MY EYES NOW.

WELL FUCK.

bad dream.

Astarghfirullahal'azim..

sepatutnya aku cuci kaki marek.

and clear my mind.

.....

.....

malu rasa aku nak jumpa nya gik...

T.T

Ya Allah.

setan kaco..

:(

sampe batas pun ilang.

nakpa benda ya?

:'(

k am.

shit.

k bye

untitled

ASSALAMUALAIKUM WBT.

HAIIII!!

I was just got home from school.

Today I stayed at school with my crazy bfftjs!

Study group baaa!

best baaa. 

i luv them coz they are all really helpful and craziehhh.

and I totally like it when they can make me laugh although I dont feel like to.

Today I learn Math and science with them.

MATH, CHAPTER 10: CIRCLE.

SCIENCE. Idk. haha.

well circle got many formula.

ada hari aku salin lam blog tok haha!

So , it went well. 

and ada part, aida kata pokok tumbuh kat tempat 'cair'.

lol, Da,. lol.

HAHAHA. cacat BI nya.

well smua orang ada keistimewaan kedirik.

well, aida dah terer Math.

so, yeah. maybe the bad part is, aida sik suka subjek english. haha

terry ada tadik but do i care?

NO I DONT CARE!

Lalek nya la nak blaja ngan empuan smua ya. haha.

oh, and aku sik kesah pasal Taufiq ya.

aritok nya ada send satu text kosong, dah sejam lebih aku sik reply.

coz aku xtauk what actually nya mok padah lam text ya. 

so, yeah.

bia nya,. malad ku reply.

maybe mlm kelak nya text gik.

but IDONTCARE,..

dah la nya cuti!!

eeshh kolej tok neda cuti aihhh sakit mahwa kuuu

k byeee

Kuching?

HEY PEOPLE!

SO, my i want to write about as what as my title said.

Dont get offended. It is about several people only.

Not really you. :)

Hey! Recently, I got a new friend from Kuching.

But he is from Kota Samarahan.

but study in kuching.

whatever.

so yeah, he is kinda friendly.

BUT FUQING ANNOYING SOMETIMES!

They way he type his text messages is like , lembut you know?

i mean, not on the keyboard surface.

i mean, on the way he actually talk.

heyeah,. my mom said thar kuching people will talk withtheir own intonation.

I mean, beza kan dengan bahasa orang dari bintulu or Miri o..

you will see the difference!

B)

I like Kuching the way of that town attracted me ..

like, I am king of the MALAYSIA,

living in sarawak. idk.

i got a feeling that sarawak.is a royal place.

lol idk what am I talking about.

pardon me :3

Base on my observation,

kuching people is kinda special than other cities in sarawak.

idk why but they really into.something.

if you are in sarawak, 

listen to the CATS.FM radio station.

or.. what ever that involve sarawak. haha. k bye

regreting. to know you

I feel regret to know him.

I mean like, aku dah kedak rosak kan iman nya ok.

bunyi kedak serius tp I mean,.

batas pergaulan nya kedak hilang.

Well maybe nya memang camya..

coz nya penah gerek dolok..

but I dont care.

So, today nya tengada mintak aku call nya.

well, jenis aku tok, aku nang sik akan call lelaki.

kecuali pasal benda penting.

well maybe first time aku kenak call lelaki is oleh classmate aku.

yang mok berbincang pasal homework.

ya pun aku rsa kdk ya Allah,.

this is my first time.

is this a sin..?

but he called me with a reason. a good reason.

to bincang about homework.

but what about si TFQ??!

IDK. maybe nya mok call just to say hi?

idk. aku biasa bermesej jak ngan nya.

and now aku rsa kdk dosa jak sebab plh kau hilang batas prgaulan.

but.. idk... dosa ka if kita calling laki empuan.??

tok calling.suka2..

hmmm....

lebih baik aku ignore kau.

sbb aku rsa aku kdk jaik jak..

aku dahla banyak berik alasan kat kau.

aku mok berkawan jak k.

sebab aku tauk kau kdk bait jak.

aku suka time aku first kenal kau,

kau berik ceramah.

kdg2 ko ajar bnda baru k.

well time 13/8 tme malam ya,.

aku bencik bena ngan kau.. hishh..

and second day,

aku rsa kdk mok bomb ko balit.

and aku berjaya bom.

hari seterusnya,. and minggu seterusnya,.

kadang2 aku bencik bena ngan kau.

hish kau sekoh. haha.

tp i just like to text you. idc.

shut the fq up.

berkawan.

yeps.

if you ignore me, I ignore you back.

i may say this is the ego in me. :(

my terrible EGO.

oh my..

kenak aku ego gilak camtok.

ok. dh gik.

kinek aku rasa kau tedah gilak dah..

sebab aku jaik -_-

patut ka sik aku tegor ko balit.

aku rasa yes.

kot..

ok. sikpa.

i think we.can still be friends.

maybe aku salah paham.

aok.

sik boleh berburuk sangka ngan orang.

netauk nya nang dah biasa gya bah.

emmm...

bah k la. bye..

i should kawan him back.. kot...

idk. tell.me. :(

I want to be.

HEY!

lamak juak blogger tok sik di duli.

Well, a lot of stuffs going on.

But I am excited for only a thing.

RUMPELSTILTSKIN DRAMA.

WEEEE! I am really excited . But I dont know why.

Maybe because I WANT TO BE a part of the drama.

I mean,

I dont really care about my position.

I dont care if I dont be picked as an actress.

But, I just really want to join the drama. And now Im joining it. I be in the Props.

I Dont Care! I love it.!

and the props thing is my stuff.

i like to be with papers, creativity and colours. lol.

but I really depends on my friends . hehe

Oh, and people says,

"gemini dont always think twice , but they will ask someone else"

hehe. its relates me :3

sometimes, I WANT TO BE a worker.

I wonder what its like to wake up at six, have a perfect breakfast and go to work at seven?

And then we have moneys!

I want to build a perfect house and live with my friends HAHAHA because on that time,

I am single. I will not live with my husband yet :b

I love my BFFTJ!

And then we will go shopping together,

Ya Allah... :')

I suddenly think that I WANT TO BE a fashion designer.

but its kinda a little bit tough.

because I must jaga aurat for that costume.

I mean, I want to bukak a costume shop,. An old fashion one.

I want to sell dresses and gowns.

i want to jual baju perang.

I want to jual superhero's costume.

hmmmhh

omg. Idk. I love it. I'll hope.....

THURSDAY #3

May be this ruined my thursday 12/09/13.

I stayed at school because I was a cameraman for my friends project. 

So,. I went to the canteen with my bijes.

They bought their food.

But there is me, still queue.

And I ended up eating sardine roll.

I wanted to buy rice.

But there was no more.

So this is another part.

We planned to eat at 2Y.

and there,.

i found Faiz (mrKOALA) sitting at a  place depan meja guru.

and his friend duduk dekat kerusi guru.

so Nida sit like, 1 chair away from Faiz.

and I sit next to nida that is 2 chairs away from faiz.

and my other bijes sit infront of me and beside me.

and then,.

they start to tease me.

with faiz.

"ktk duduk la ctok"

"aiee , facing ctok!"

"*****!!"

"hai faiz"

yes. I fuqing hate them.

and I HAVE MY OWN FEELING YOU BIJES.

I WAS EMBARRASED YOU BIJES.

and I went out of the class and

walk alone to my class.

full of boys. gees.

so,. two bfftj followed me .

and cheer me up.

it doesnt work.

so shut the fuq up while i need some alone time.

I HATE THOSE BIJES.

:'(

I CRIED.

just because I malu kay.

hmmm...

I Hate everything.

BECAUSE GHEY MADE IT FUQING OBVIOUS!

HUH.. :'(

I cant face my day with him .... anymore. fuq everything. 

brokenhearted week

HEY. its been a long time i didnt post here.

Anyway, I really dont have things to share with this online diary of JL.

hmm.. I think this is a brokehearted week for everyone.

I dont know bout them but they seems unhappy like always. And their tweets were like angry, depress, moody. but some of them were good tho. 

Yeah for me,.Its really sad for me to think about my friend to move to Kuching. :(

in the other hand, I also think about TM will end his school time at Kolej. yeh. he will never seen in my school ever again. but atleast I can see his photos online... :')

well, I hate about this.! THIS IS SO FREAKING Sad. I TRY TO MAKE SURE THAT TM IS MY LAST CRUSH IN MY SCHOOLING DAYS.

I will change myself into a better person next year if I was given another chance to live,. insha ALLAH! :D

well I hope my life is getting better.. although that somebody walk out of my life. especially my bestfriends.!! And I hope that TM will shine his parents in SPM. yeah. few weeks to go I guess? Im hoping for the best.

goodluck.

yeah and another thing ,.. I think that TM is my most special crush I guess. :')

I dont even mind saying that he doesnt have the same Religion n Race with me. but I still like him. I AM A MELANAU. AND HE IS A BERAWAN. I AM ISLAM. AND HE IS A CHRISTIAN. yeah. we have different lifestyle.

HONESTLY I LIKE TO SEE YOU WEARING A BAJU MELAYU WITH SONGKOK. <3

i really do. Thanks for whoever lend TM that baju melayu and songkok that day,. yeah. its the last moment to see you on rimup raya i guess? you wouldnt be there next year. left is me and my other seniors and juniors. :)

LIFE SPENDED. KAYY. TIME CHANGED YOUR WHOLE STORY. EVEN LOVE STORY COULD BE A DISASTER. LIFE. LIVING IN A FANTASTIC ENDING. EVERY STORY HAVE AN ENDING. EVEN LIFE HAVE ITS OWN. :')

KAY.. thats all.. <3

remembered.

Sometimes I just dont like to be reminded of an old memories and stuffs. Just because sometimes its just really touching and make me sad. just like when your bestfriend reminded the promises together that we will stay forever bfftj .. but then,. suddenly thing changes. :( and then we seperated... :( ok this is sad. I mean like, I Just dont like to be reminded about my bestfriend will lost contact!! ughhhh.. :'(
lay.. bye

why should I

why the fuq should I post about u during my... sad time. daaFUQ BAH?!
Its my mistakes writing about you,BICHHCASS.. HAHA. hnestly, I HATEYOU LIKE ALWAYSSSS.. GOOODLUCKKK IN LIFE, BICHHHCASS!

dtg la lagi seorang stranger (15-8-13)

Stranger yg aku bleh glr nya MSS.. (nma nya).. nya kazen kpd ex classmate aku... then, aku accept fren req nya, nya memulakan chat. nya mcm frenly,. so, aku chat jk ngn nya.. n now aku mok off.. nya pun nak off.,, so, mekorg both kata bye... haha.. ok la.. byee

New 'Friend'? (15-08-13)

A: Assalamualaikum.. kaifa haluki?
B: waalaikumslm.. alhamdulillah.. mok tnyk lok,. aoa msud Lailatuki saidah?
A:  ssh mk trg.. ny sma kdk mks sweat dream juak..
B: 'sweet' la.. not sweat.. haha.. okok
A: sweat lbih mndlm mksudnya..
B: sweat ya bkn peloh ka?
A: bhsa german pun..
B:apa ya??
A: xda pa..
B: ok xpala.. ko bgsa apa?
A: knk ko tnyk? ko bgsa apa?
B: ahhahahah.. xpa xpa.. boh jk ohh..
A: apa yg boh jak??
B:okok.. xpa. skip jk smua tok.
A: apa okok ya?
B: Ok2.. biasa type cmya..
A: dh slat ka?? aku mk slt lok
B: ok

*10 mis later*
A: ok. dh.. kau da brapa org adik bradik?
B: phl ko tnyk? kau? 3
A: 4
B: ohh.. ko anak ke?
A: 1,. kau?
B: haha.. kau first, aku laz..
A: ow..
B: ok.. blerrr nak pdh apa.
A: kau plh apa?
B: gk bncg hwk ngn kwn online
A: ok.. bncg lok cya. sorry ggggu, asslm.
B:  ohh.. xpa2.. lgkpun mk abis dh tok
A: subjek pa tek
B: Geografi.. pbs, keja kumpulan.. yg model pola brpusat.. mekorg plh keja laz minit.. muahah
A: gk asa.. aku pun baruk ari tok juak plh hwkk
B:ahaha.. bah,. sama jak ya.. ahha. aku xda hmwk.. tk cuma projek jk.. susah la kwn jaoh2.. tp nasib kt miri jk.. haha
A:: kau tggl cne?
B: aku org miri.. knk?
A: xda.. tnyk jk..
B: oh.. ahha.. xpa. ko asrama ka harian? tnyk jk.. aku harian
A: ank mnja ow? he2.. guro jk.. aku asrama
B: ahhaa.. kali juak.. ahha.. ko asrama? rajin eh :3 ahhaha.. xdlaa
A: besalah.. xkdk kau.. hu2
B:anok aku kau ohh/?? ishh.. bah, klk ku buat kdk plaja asrama kt rmh tok. ahha
A: ish.. na .. sik?
B: ahhaha. xpayah jak ;a.. ng xpat. smua mgharap kn parents.. xdala smua
A: ish3
B: kan... Smua org pdh aku xpnde brdikari. aku brdikari watt? ok.. prasan lebih.. n secara jujur, aku xpnde jd ketua..
A: (soalan sekatan.. haha)
B: ( jwpn jujur)
A: oh.. lbih baik start dr skrg
B: yalaa..

(then., nya xrply gk..)
(ny mcm xda mood aritok..) xpa :)

new "friend'? (14-08-13)

A: slam, tnyk lok

*3 hours later*
B: Tyk apa? sorry lmbt. bz. xsgka ko still kwn aku.. hahahahhah.. ko xrsa buang kedit ka?
A: Nth la.. boh jk xjd
B: Aieee. alu majuk. phl?
A: xda pa. ko pnh bgerek x?
B: xpenah, xberminat.. ^^
A: ow.. ko skolah cne oii?
B: waaa.. jap, pelik .. boleh x knl dr fb ? Twitter? pelik rsa aku xbrapa knl kau..
A: mun kdk ya boh jk
B: ok :)

*30 mins later*
A: Kau mok fb aku x?
B:  kalau kau xkesah la.. xpksa tok.
A: ko skolah cne? pdh lok. cm knl jk.
B: aku xpnh knl pun org nma T*****.
A: besalh.aku bnyk kwn,. pdh la cne skolah kau.
B: ceh ceh. hahha/.. aiee.. serius na juak. jgn serius glk. sbb aku tok nang xpnde serius.. awkward bah.. skolah ko cne?
A:aku tnyk kau, ko tnyk aku blit.. julh
B: aku mk fb kau lok.. haha. argghh. susah nya aku nak pdh skolah aku. hah,. ko pdh la juak cne kau skilah
A:aoklah,. lps ko pdh skolah kau la
B: kolej. jgn la ko brtnyk org kolej gk sapa aku tok.. aishh.
A: kolej abdllh ka?
B: No.. ya kat kuching.. ko gk.. cne skolah? n aku mintak sb kauuu.. haha
A: aku kh? Shoaw
B: apa shoaw??
A:  xpnh dgr kh> Mun kau mok tauk, ku tyk kau lok.. kolej apa?
B:  Ok dah.. tettt.. susah ku nak jwb yaa.. bena x nma skolah kau shoaw??
A: bnalah.. snrnya nma skolah ya pnjg.. disingkat kn jd shoaw. kau kolej apa? bnyk bh kolej..
B: Kuching ka skolah ya? Kolej Tun datu tuanku hj bujang. KTDTHB org glr.. kau?
A: SMKA syeikh hj othman abdul wahab
B: oh.. xpnh dgr.. haaa. jaoh juak kau skolah kuching. ko org kuching ka?
A: Jap lok. mak aku dh suroh solat ya
B: ok

*10 mins later*
A: K, ana khataq
B: ok.., apa maksud khataq?
A: Khataq = dah
B: oh ok,. ko org kuch ka?
A: x.. KS
B: apa KS?
A: kota samarahan
B: oh.. jaoh dr miri.. wow
A: apa di wow kau..brapa upsr kau?
B: ntah.. aok jak la.. 5A. kau/
A: Ikit uwak..
B: Upsr bahh.. standard 5A bah.. kau?
A: 4a 2b.. ikit gk dr kau.. he2
B:aishh.. xpa la ya.. upsr dh los. haha. nok tggl gk pbs tok. pmr dh xda. ko rsa PMR or PBS bgus gk?
haha.. smpt tnyk
A: Pmr bgus k aku. Pbs bgus k kau.
B: aieekk? knk juak? pmr bez juak.. xmmbazir krtas n kurang exam.. haha PBS bez juak sbb ny sng.. haha
A: ny ng sng.. pi angol drik. ko tauk kh ya (penyeksaan budak sekolah) = PBS
B:sot kau... haha. yala.. nak nyusun ny gk.. sakit ati,, haha
A: tauk pun.. knk ko pdh pbs bez?
B: kdg2 jk nya bez. sbbny sng. haha
A: erm.. ye lh tu..
B: haha.. aok bah.. deh. jap,. soalan semata2.. rambut ko curl ka?
A: xdalah.. ilek jk.
B:ok.. ahha, sot. soalan bongok ya tek,.. skolah agama duhal shoaw ya oh..
A: Naa'am. Jpun ka bhsa tmbhn kt sia?
B: kat kolej? aok. ada bhsa jepun..
A: ow..
B: haha.. bah, bah.. k la., byeeee :)
A: ku xka na word bye ya aeh.. cba pake slam. k lh. wslm
B: aok,. sorry. asslm. ^^
A: mlm smbung gk. aku gk ada hal tok. he2

*later tht night 23:56*
A: lailatuki saidah

(aku xrply sbb dh tido)

new 'friend'? (13-8-13)

A: Slam?

B: Ha? Spa tok?

A: Jwb slam lok.,.kta tok org Islm.. ish3

B: Waalaikumslm.. carik sapa?

A: He2.. xda org ilang. just mk knl org..

B: Spa kauuuu...

A: spa tnyl.. mya lok jwb... tokl x? pas kau jwb...barok ku jwb.. dea; nak?

B: weiiii.. ko kwn aku nak? boh main. Adohhhhh kau tok.. pasya ko tgada pdh aku tok Islam. ko knl aku nakkkk??

A: Knk?? ko org pa?

B: Deh .. boh jak. byeeee..

A: Aiy.. alu bye... ilek lok... xkan xbleh knl,,.. ko org Islam x?

* 5 mins later *

A: Aihh..! alu ilang.. xkan xbleh knl kot..

* 11 mins later *

B: Cne ko dpt nmbo aku.. atau phl ko main tkn jak nmbo, nmbo aku jk knk..

A: Sori lh.. sway.. aku maen tkn jk ,. bnyk dh org aku knl.. kau islam kahh?

*14 mins later*

A: ???

B: Islam,... ko xberaya ka??

A: aihh.. aritok aku puasa 6. ayh aku suroh.. kau pa nama? dri tdik aku tnyk.

B: oh.. rajin ohh.. Xpayah la pdh.. nma aku J**... Dah.. ya jak.. ko?

A: Jun? laki pompan??

B: ko laki prempuan?

A: Aku tyk kau.. phl ko tyk aku balit?

B: .....Bye :) Nice to meet u

A: Aihhhh.. ilek lok,. kau laki kh empuan?

B: Mpuan. Spa nma kau

A: Umr? (I thought it was UMAR)

B: Ha,,, kan dah knl. K bye

A: Aihh.. lek lok.. chill bah.. umr? Aku T****Q

B: skolah gik kaa?

A:Umr?

B: xknal kau. camne la kau bkenal org lam phone... pelik bena kau ya,.

A: Pelik nk? ju lh..brapa umur kau tek?

B:Yala.. penah ka ko jumpa dpn2 org nk lm  phone tok lkk ko kaco cdak? Umur aku 19. mok ko?? HAHA

A: Aku x ksah ngn umr.. gney nbi mhmmd ngn sti khdjah nikah.. jaoh gk jarak umur cdak ya..

B: Weiii.. kau brapa umur??

A: Aku mudak gk tolak 5 taun umr kau.. ko skolah cney?

B: wuttt.. hhaha.. sma umur aku la kau ya :b

A: Astarghfirullah hl azim.. kau skolah cne?

B: skolah ya xbleh pdh la.. sorry

A: Aihh.. pdh lh. xkan xbleh?

B: xpat. xpat.. sorry. kau?

A: aku pun xpat,... hu2.

B: ok. nice to meet u ^^

A: Org cney tok?

B:jap,. kau lok. dr tdk aku.. hish

A: phl an aku? kau tnyk apa?

B: xpala.. aku pun xpat pdh aku org cne.. sorry

A: ok.. gney mok knl mun dak tok..

B: dh knl lh yaa.. knl dr phone jk. mun ada problem share. lol. tp aku bkn kaunselor.. haha.. krikk...krik...

A: Aih2.. da juak bnyi krik nya.. he2.

B: boleh la nak? :)
A: bleh kwn x?

B: Kwn dh tok :D
A:owh.. xtauk tek bh.. apa nma full kau?

B: haa.. xboleh laa.. sorry kk?

A: Ish.. ssah lh mun dak tok.. stakat nma jk bh.. xkan xbleh.. xda niat laen bh..

B: Tauk la. tp aku syg nma aku. XD ok dh.. xcali. k,sorry tp xpat,kk?

Bah, oklaa.. mk jln lok tok. nice to meet u. thanks T.

A: Tynk lok?

B: Miri.. dh,. ya jak. the end. byeee

A: Aiehh.. lek lok.

B: aku mk jln laaaaa.. byeee

A: aihh.. xkan mok jln lalu xmcz... cmya kwn..

B: aiee.. sorry laa.. dtg klk tpon gugok lam bowl jmbn.. haha. bah, klk msj gk byyyeeee..

A: aeyy?! phl org kinek tok suka bulak oww?

*2 hours later *

B: Aieee.. jaik juak kau.. aku xbulak la .. aku tok ng xbiasa text smbil jln..

A: bna x nma kau J**?

B: nma pggilan.

A: mun nma full?

B: Aku xmok pdh.. wuu :'(

A: klk ku pdh nma full aku,k?

B: ok pdh la..

A: SMT 

B: ohh.. sorry la.. xbiasa xpdh org f2f..

A: prlukh.. sshkh kau nk pdh nma kau?

B: susahhh.. ok jgnla jual nmbo aku. aku syg glk ngn nmbo aku tok,.. ok ngegeh bunyi. dh. xcali.. nma aku Z. pndek nak? 

A: ha.. kn sng.. msti ko skolah kt agama miri nak?

B: wutt.. sik pun. ha, jgn ko nak jd pelik. jgn tkk cne aku skolahhh.. kau cne?
A: mst aku lok. lady's first la

B: eeehhh.. xpyh la. bia skolah jd secret taduak kdirik.. hahha.. bah, batri tepon tok stgh mati merindu.. lol. ok. mok low bat tok bh.

A: t ko mpun. mcm2 jk alasan kau oww...

B: ok. tdk ya bena.. tok pun bena, lgkpun aku gk jln tok. klk mun emergency gne la aku nak call.. haha

A: call kau sehh.. xda ku jwb juak bh. kau tok laen drpd yg laen aeh.. kau xtauk kh suara kau ya AURAT! (slh phm)

B: Astargh.. pa dkata kau ya.. aku xmok call kau. coba kau susun betol2 n phm ayat aku ya.. mksud aku, mun emergency tme aku lam kedei tok gne la aku nak call parents aku kaa.. edeh.. alu knk shoot aku.

A: ow.. bena x?

B: Aok laa.. hmm. cool bro. byeee.. slmt ari raya,.. apa la keja kau ngaco org tkn2 nmbo sbrg tok. doh.. byee. laz text, byeee

A; wkmslm.. org islam bh.. he2.

*later that night *

A: Good 9 n sweat dream (typo anak tok)

B: Ok, gudnite,T

A: dh nak tdo ka? 

A: (hantarmsj chain.. surah yasiin)

B: (gk tgh ngntok.. mls nak hnta msj Chain.) Aok. aku mok tido. insyaAllah.

A: apa yg insyaallah? kau skolah tunaz ka?

B: cne tunaz? dh ngntok tok.. byeee :)

A: emph! k lh..

B: Iboh la mrh. tdo mimpi bez. k byee.. niteeee. ngntok bena tok bh.. 

A: ney ko tauk bez? kau bkn tuhan aku. (This laz text made me wnt to cekik this SMT n I dnt rply tht night.. haha

apahal ...

dear (IKAN) ,

hati aku selalu kuat. aku xpenah nangis hanya sebab laki,. aku nangis selalu sebab kenak marah, buat mak bapak kecewa, and sebab aku bena-bena sedih. kawan2 yang selalu aku lepak2 pun jarang nak nangis sebab mekorang x emo kedak certain orang yang KECEWA SEBAB CINTA DI AWAL USIA. bodo la.

BUT, dear (IKAN), Time raya tok, tiga hari berturut-turut dah kau buat aku rasa nak nangis. hati terasa lemah. sayu....... iiieee. bodo la. sapa kau sebenarnya?! AKU XPENAH NAK MASUKKAN KAU LAM ORANG PALING BERMAKNA LAM HIDUP AKU. sorry la.. tp jujur la aku pdh, sejak first day aku terjumpa kau ya, aku nang excited. yes. honestly. aku xtauk pahal .. dahla aku xkenal kau. aku juz kenal kau dari kawan aku yang suka adik kepada kau. nak pahal kau meninggalkan kesan2..??? kesan2 yang tiba apabila aku dengar news dari internet, or kawan aku. yep. aku cuma tauk pasal kau dari cya jak la. kawan. and internet. tp time2 aku xmok tauk pasal kau juak la ada kawan aku yang sebut psl kau. aku juz xsuka kau plh aku terasa sebak secara tiba2. tok problem aku. ok dh. selamat ari raya. i miss u........

dear Holiday #1

DEAR HOLIDAY,.
You taught me how to appreciate people who means a lot to you, especially your FAMILY. I had an extra bonus during this Raya holiday, I can celebrate our day with Family and Friends. I felt appreciated and appreciating people. But I may missing some people. Some people that I didnt meet when You (holiday) arrived. <
DEAR HOLIDAY, I still LOVE YOU..

15:30 .. first day raya

I MISSED YOU A LOT. HOPE THIS MEAN A LOT FOR YOU TOO. IM LUCKY TO KNOW YOUR EXISTENCE ALTOUGH YOU DON'T. THANKS. :')

SAD LADYUKELOVE., LKAY JL

trying to understand something

My tears kinda fall out everytime I heard a song tht reminds me of you. Y?! I DONT UNDERSTAND!

BTW, SELAMAT MENYAMBUT BULAN SYAWAL .! BE SAFE :3

preparing for raya

HEY AWESOME READERS!

Today my family and I were busy preparing for raya.,.
Ok, so the most special part is about my living room. The walls were painted YELLOW,my favourite colour.!
This morning, I just help on a few things la. But tonight, I am being the assistant of my sis and Mom on the baking session. haha.!
Ok la. I need to go now. I need to keep a pair of eyes on my mom's cake. She asked me to. =___=

Lkay,JL

panda :3

HAY!

Well you see, I liked panda since last year. I dont know why. I think I kinda obsessed with it. Oo..:3

And since that, everything in my life is like a panda. I mean, I have panda notebook, panda phone accesories, panda themed phone, .. etc!

But Im still waiting for PANDA KEYCHAIN. or panda bag. or panda slippers,  OMG I WANT ALL ABOUT PANDA! XD

Its embarrasing a little,. I think ramai orang know that I love panda. My family, friends,.  And even Classmates. (rUfqingKdgME?)

HAHA!

sometimes I felt Ive been annoyed them with my obsession. haha. =,=

And the other day, I draw a logo , that I called 'PANDROID'.. :3

Its an ANDROID,. But I put panda Ears and Eye back. xD oww. I luvv that logo. :3

but kinda embarassing me bcoz the logo looks like childish. I cant be more artistic,. they say. Im not good in art. Im just good in drawing cartoons. KNOW THE DIFFERENCE! TT.TT

:) PANDA AWAYYY... <3

Lkay,JL

Cuti hari raya!! 2 weeks! (2.8.13)

HEY ITS HOLIDAY!
Just begun the time we left school. :3

One of my friend said that she will be moving to Kudat. I wanted to cry. in the end, she said she was lying. =,= cool stuff , bro xD

The laz day of school before raya is a lucky day for me. heeee :3

YOUR EXISTANCE IN MY SIGHT CAN MAKE ME SMILE WITHOUT ANY REASON.

THE WAY YOU STAND IN YOUR WHOLE FRIEND IS LIKE, YOU ARE THE TALLEST.

GONNA LEAVE THE OTHER ONE, PAKHIN.

BUT 'YOU', BE HAPPY. YOU'LL LEAVE ME NEXT YEAR.

MAYBE YOU (TM) , . MAYBE YOU'D BEEN ASKING WHO IS THE ONE CRAZY GIRL WHO ALWAYS SMILE AT YOU.

(IF YOU NOTICE. COZ U LOOK CURIOUS SOMETIMES)

I'VE BEEN LUCKY.

FUNNY TO KNOW YOU THAT INSTANT,

AND SUDDENLY .. POOOF! THAT FEELING. HAHA.

FUNNY TRUE TEENAGE LIFE STORY.

BUT THIS ONE,. IS MINE.

:)

Lkay,JL

Thursday #1

Hey! *Bahasa Sarawak Mode. mahwa ku..ok,, SARAWAK!!*

So, aku pernah kata yang hari Khamis is hari aku. Aku sik kesah mun hari Khamis aku UNLUCKY or LUCKY ! But ada hari yang normal laa.

So, today I was just sitting at my school canteen. BFFF smua da balit. haha.. So, Aku dduk jak kat bench kat kantin ya sorang-sorang. Tapi meja sebelah aku ya geng form 4 (meja kantin ya bersambung bah).. lelaki n perempuan. Non. So, cdak minum air depan aku,.. nmpak  nyaman. but aku xtergoda gilak. hahaha!Aku puasa der.. sik la aku nak tergoda camya jak.. Tebik posa ku kelak.

Ok, So, cdak ya lepak2 .. and suddenly, ada geng form 5 datang dari arah kedai amoi kat luar kolej ya join duduk ngan dak form 4 ya. ( ada TM)

Aku : Oh, ok. duduk la kau rame2 cya. sik ku kesah. asal jangan kaco idup aku ctok.

AWKWARD DO!

So, aku tarik beg aku ke hujunnng bench ya. Sebab aku rasa kekok ngan senior yaa.. dahla sidak ya nyaman jak makan kopok cya.. haha.. and ada sorang ya pdh:

"Oh, sedap ohh?"
And aku rasa mcm, KO SINDIR AKU? wuuttt? Nope, actually. haha.. Aku jak prasan lebih.

Dah lamak aku rasa aku kaco cdak berlepak ya, so, aku berdiri and beralih ke tempat lain. Dah aku beralih, aku tangga tempat bench aku tek.. ADA TERRY. hahah.. ok fine. nya barok abis beli makanan and if I stay longer there, he will be sitting right next to me. haha. Tapi NO WAY! sik mok orang fikir macam2.. dahla batch form 2 (1999) kolej ya terok da jak.

Macam2 jak kisah tercipta.. Ada pasal fitnah,. ada pasal Kapel. ada pasal batas pergaulan la.. apa la.. So, Kat KTDTHB ya, bahaya sikit coz batch mekorang punya penyelaras ya memang cikgu yang merbahaya, iaitu, Ustazah tuttt :)

So, aku dah rasa awkward lagik lepas aku berdiri ya. so, aku dengan sikda reason, aku pegi ke kelas aku yang tercinta.. haha.. So, time aku mok pegi balik ke kantin,. otw, jumpa ngan geng form 5 and form 4 tek,. sidak tengah bukak kasut mok masuk lam library. But there was SOMEONE THAT I USED TO KNOW was missing... Hurmm.. " where is he.."

And dah aku pergi kantin ya,.. There he is,. WEARING NOTHING BUT A SMILE.. :)

Nya duduk sorang2 while hilding his phone. ..

And where he sat? SEBELAH BEG AKU LA !!!!!!!!!!!!111 mok pengsan jak .. lol so aku xkisah gk dah nangga beg aku cya. aku biar jak. so, aku sit membelakangi nya.. wtf??! Ok this is a bit weird.. y the heck I sit there.  ahha... But. ok. Membelakangi jak! bukan next to him pun.. haha/.. ok/.. .. :))))
The END!

Time ujian marek malu nangga Lukisan PSV aku.. lukis 'PANDROID" iaitu logo aku.. ahhaha.. malu nangga orang limpas ( as I sit dekat ngan penjan) MALU DO!

And marek I saw his kakak (Ruby BM) drive his adik (Kennedy M) yesterday morning.. sapa la rasa sik pengsan tersenyum lebar ku lam keta! nak kah babun ya.. ahha.. bez la.

BEZ WEEK EVAH!

Expect the IMPOSSIBLE!

-JL-

Lkay, JL :3

#MANNER 2

HEY Y'ALL!
I am ready fo school now, tho. I am wearing my school uniforms! I LOVE UNIFORMS!
 So, at 5 a.m. after Sahur, I took a shower first n then wore my blue Kain (uniform) But then, I just remembered,. I didn't iron my baju yet! So, I search them in my closet but WHAT? It cannot be seen anywhere! HOMYGOD!

SO., I ask my mum to help me find it too. I was about to cry when I was not seing it in every corner that I've search for! TT.TT

Anddddd,. I gave up. Hahah. (I AM EASY TO GIVE UP..)

And my final hope is in ny Sister's closet.. ANNNND, THERE IS IT! HANGING WITH LIGHTS AND SPARKLES (just hanging there normally la)!!

 So,. there is it.. Cerita di awal pagi. I hate to look for my disappearing things.. :|

#MANNERS 2!

ALWAYS REMEMBER WHERE YOU PUT THAT THING. DON'T BLAME ON OTHERS THAT THEY HAVE TOOK IT! AND NEVER GIVE UP!

Lkayy,.. JL

old best friend :)

Today, I woke up early for Sahur and I dont even sleep after that.
So, like always, My phone and wi-fi are connected. I don't like online on Facebook much. So, today I logged out from my Facebook account and started to search KINDS OF THINGS!
So, I ended up stalking this Old friend's Blogger ( SNZ )
And there it is. Well, we were kinda like 'best friends' before , we were grown together since kindergarten!
I was close to her for like 6 years, i guess,. When we are 10, she started to switch bezfren, called Lela. And I am on my own, I was switching too with a friend named Farah. But the four of us still classmates and talk together :)
And day goes by. When we were 11, we switch class. SNZ and Farah changed to 6 cemerlang while Lela and Me in 6 Dinamik. Since then, I switched best friend. My best friend is Lela, till now. However, SNZ switch to a girl named Tiqah ( her classmate ).
A year goes by, and poof,. SNZ started to being social,. she changed a lot. and me too. She started to being a bit girly (she was so-so before) and me,. I dont talk much to her. WHY? Because,. She was being close to girls that well,. that I uncomfortable with. u know.. there is types of girls,. AND well, our history is like Funny but its damn true,. So, I've been crushing a boy (Fiel) for almost 3 years. until..... SNZ own him, yeah. She became his girlfriend. And sometimes, they are being BF- GF in front of my eyes. sometimes I just being OK with it,. haha,.
Then there was a time,. they are being sweet? I guess.. haha.. But SNZ know I've been crushing on Fiel but she said , he's just sweet.
And I was like , "oh..tauk kmk"

So,.. WAIT! panjang nya cita aku tok. tersesat.. haha.

So, she have 4 blogs. I read the 2011's. It was all about Fiel. Hmm. :)
so, I was stalking with a lots of silly moment. duh. AND I STOPPED! I saw my name for at least 3 of her posts. And some of it was a good one.BUT THERE IS ALSO ABOUT THE BAD SIDE OF ME. Haha. she wrote. :|
I kinda broken hearted when reading that post of the bad side of me. Because, well, She was my bestfriend,.she kinda know me too.and I kinda know her too..The post is about me being mean to her ( there is a day she went to my class and accidently langgar me . I sent a letter to her). Well its kinda MY FAULT actually, kan? pahal la benda kecik ya pun aku nak carik pasal ngan nya........ IMMATURE!
So, sebelum balit skolah, I forgive her and met face to face. But kinda.... the post.. it was about how Fiel hate me. wow. he actually hate me before......
The end... if you know her,.. read it yourself laa.. malas la..

So, I went to highschool last year,. And there was SNZ. ( still NOT in the same class. thanks god )
AND THANKS GOD I AM IN THE SAME CLASS AS LELA AGAIN!!
So, I was willingly to accept her as my schoolmate Again. Although all this thime on 2011......
And I was happy for not to see Fiel in the school. He was schooling at SMK Lutong Miri while I am in the KTDTHB :) ..... But,.. till one day... I was in the class, the teacher ask us to copy the notes.. And then.... I stare at the window... BOOOMMM! I SAW FIEL WITH HIS SCHOOL UNIFORMS. He kinda looks a little bit taller, (after 4 months I didnt meet him)... AND THANKS GOD HE IS NOT IN MY CLASS!
In that time, I was thinking that SNZ should be happy if Fiel was there :)
They still friends,,, But SNZ have a new boyfriend instead of Fiel. I was not knowing ..they broke up.. O.O

And me, there,.. I don't care about Fiel anymore although I seen him everyday. Im hoping the best for his and my life. I just don't care..............................

Yeahh...

Lkay JL :)

the meaning of..

HEY!
I've posted a huge pile of posts these days. I juz dnt know. maybe I nedd to 'BRING IT OUT' a bit? :b

So,. I've been using 'LKAY JL'..
if you ask whats the meaning,... I'll tell you here :3

3MEANINGS OF LKAY!
- it was created just like for the word of 'okay'.. in the same way,. the WASSABI PRODUCTION used 'mkay bye'.. SO I COPIED THEM. SERIOUSLY.
- Secondly.., why I used the alphabet L? because it stands for:
L: Lady
kay: Uke! (I PRONOUNCE IT THIS WAY ALTHOUGH ITS WRONG)
- and Lastly,. Lkay stands for my REALNICKNAME if you are genius. lol. I mean. yeah. rotate the K and Y.. pronounce it . and there it is.. my name.

Ive been boring nowadays. TV LINE SUCKS!

Lkay,. JL

Dear YOU,.

Dear YOU,.
SPECIAL? what were the special things you did to me?
WHY MAKES YOU SPECIAL TO ME
Dear YOU,.
I asked my friends, 'who was your most SPECIAL crush?'. And they asked me back. SO I ANSWER WITH YOUR NAME.
Dear YOU,.
I'm tired of smiling when you came. I'm also tired of being sad when I heard some of your news. But for now.,....
Dear YOU,.
I know you'll leave me someday. I'll study hard. I want to make you the second from the bottom of my list.
Dear YOU,.
Today I saw YOU on your way to the RollCall. You came down the stairs and I came from the opposite side. YOU were there.. next to me..
Dear YOU,.
I felt bad when you are walking next to me. so close. you are so tall.. but I felt bad. because I know,. its FORBIDDEN for me to do that .. in MY religion :)
yeah........but...
Dear YOU,.
I think you are special. Since the first day I knew your existance,  it was your smile that I noticed. And you noticed my smile too. But....
Dear YOU,.
It's awesome to know that we are different. DIFFERENT IN EVERYWAY.. :) ...
Dear YOU,.
It's awesome to know our difference. YOU ARE DIFFERENT THAN THE OTHERS..
AND DEAR YOU,..
That's whats make you SPECIAL to me... :D
SINCERELY,.,LADY UKELOVE,.. JUNLIETERRYOMEO.

Lkay..JL

I HAVE A HUGE CRUSH ON YOU! BE MINE!

 II've known you for not so long.
 I've known you now for almost 3 years.
It's the difference between our age too.. 3 YEARS!
I know I shouldn't because on one day,
you would be someone else's..
But now, I'm happy to see you happy.
This is the distance.
distance of you and my life.
I never saw you face to face.
I know I could. But we are seperated! Its too far! I'm sorry if everything I said is too far.
I don't care even if we are being seperated..
we can't be together because there is a BOARDER.
I need a passport to chase your love <3
But,.. I just wanted you to know , I had a huge crush on you, JIRAYU.. XD
I LOVE JIRAYU LAONGMANEE!! I LOVE YOU! IM YOUR HUGE FAN! BE MINE! XD
WEEEEEE!!! Y U LIVE IN THAILAND.. THERE IS A BOARDER.. HAHA.. HUHU.. :'(
OK, I LOVE YOU,KAO!! <3

Lkay,. JL

That Face.. O.O

That Happines.. O,O

Calm.. O.O

That HAND! MY NAME! O.O

That View of smile.. O.O

That mean face.. O.O

That Caption.. O.O

That HALF SMILE! HOT! O.O

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*pressing randomly on keyboard*

Dear Jirayu Laongmanee <3 love you :)