The truth of the lonely me

Hey,
Today I'm okay with my life. I was so darn happy but I'm not excited of it at all.. I mean, I was. But now, I am not in the mood. A part of today, I hurt my friends,. Well, one of it at school today., She asked me to help her on something,, I mean, it was the PBS for seni! I refuse to help her on that part, as she always take kesempatan from me and everyone else,SOMETIMES. Most of the time, I am okay with her attitude, although she TearMyHeartApart with her words,. etc. I dont care. But sometimes its annoys me......
The Lonely Me at School Today. I don't care. If you hate me, I'll be okay. everything will be alright. If we keep calm and dancing like we are, 14!! I CAN'T BE CALM,YOU KNOW!
I DONT CARE I LOVE IT. I DONT CARE..
 I GOT THIS FEELING ON THE SUMMER DAY WHEN YOU WERE GONE...
I CRASHED MY CAR INTO THE BRIDGE,
I WATCHED, I LET IT BURN.
I THREW YOUR **** INTO A BAG AND PUSH IT DOWN THE STAIRS
I CRASHED MY CAR INTO THE BRIDGE.
IDONTCARE!!!

Okay, this is one of the freedom song,. I often sing it and it express the HURT feeling in me. I just dont care!!! Mauhahahahhahahah!!

Lkay, JL

Feeling lucky :)

Hey guys. Im very happy these days. I dont know why. Maybe that Friday Im feeling TGIF.. haha. We celebrate Rimup Gawai and my comment is,.. last years' rimup is more awesome than this year. I dont know why.. ahha! I saw my exCrush everywhere.. lol .. and I dont care.. much... But that evening., when I was at the parkson(bintang megamall), I saw mrW, (my friend's u know XD), was jalan2 with his family.. and that another human being, the 'tweetFamous'.. and I realllllyy dont care. (bagi aku,kau hanya manusia biasa mcm aku.. xbgus aku nak up-up kan kau yaa.. haha)
So,.. and I felt happy for that friday.. for no reasons.. XD

SATURDAY!
morning, I woke up at 1130 XD so late!
in the evening, my house blackout.. *OME*
oh and btw, I found a 'treasure' .. A VIOLIN! kept in our attic for a long time.. haha. it belongs to my aunt. idk y its kept in our house, but the violin is in a really BROKEN condition.. poor thing. I thought that only my grandpa knows how to play violin.. but OMGEE! MY AUNTS KNOWS TOO :3

Ok, before I putuskan words, I want to wish a very happy day, HAPPY FATHERS DAY!! I love my dad very much. He is my hero from the day I was in my mom's womb, until Im here now.. Happy fathers day. forever he will be my hero..
*Gila oi.. terharu rasa.. trkluar ckit air mata tok adohaa...*
I LOVE MY DAD!

Lkay, JL

lalalalalalalala..

Hey guys! Morning check!
(/) Brush teeth
(/) wash face
(/) breakfast
(/) kiss cat
(/) hug parents
(/) hug siblings
(/) waking up!!
(/) feed the pets
(/) make bed
( ) BATH!!!
hahah!

ok, So, Today I want to express the ukulele .....my love! XD

this is the sizes of the ukulele,. I want the soprano.. haha!

Ukulele paradise!

Fantastic looking ukulele... PLASTIC!

http://www.youtube.com/user/GelGus

this is Gail Sophicha's video, I call her the ukulele girl. I love her! so cute and talented!

(she looks a little bit like Mia Sara,,)

BUT I LIKE GAIL MORE!

so, the end of the ukulele. I dont have my time.. pfft.

So, it's Saturday and this Monday we will be schooling.. in Kolej.. at the same time, it's my friend's bday. :)

so,.. till that 10th June, 9 days later will be special to me.. :')

hahahahhahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahhahahahahahaha.

back to my story..::

" It all just sounds like oooooh…

Mmm, too young, too dumb to realize
That I should have bought you Presents
And held your hand(bkn mahram!)
Should have gave you all my hours
When I had the chance
Take you to every party( i dont go to parties)
'Cause all you wanted to do was dance
Now my baby's dancing
But he's dancing with another girl~"

Hahahha.. dreams lol. ok bye. love you all. BATH TIME!

Lkay,JL